Hazy-Rosi Golan feat. William Fitzsimmons

This pretty much sums it up. He's always there. I am forever grateful for that.

Attack of the Nighttimes

Sometimes, when I stay up too late, I get an attack of the nighttimes. During these said attacks, I:

*get scared
*feel lonely
*become insecure
*entertain the what if?s
*develop paranoia

This is why I must ALWAYS remember to end the night with a glass of wine! It keeps away the nighttimes. Cheers

Bright Lights And Cityscapes

I wish there were a way to convey the way my house smells at this moment...as a loaf of banana bread bakes lazily in the oven.

Utterly heavenly.

Each Other

Just thinkin'.


There are times, when...someone can say the kindest thing, or give you the most perfect glance, or touch your arm at just the right moment, or laugh at something funny that you say, when you most desperately need it...and it just makes life the tiniest bit sweeter.

I am in my 3rd decade on this planet. The past 5 days have been so special. I am unable to put into words how incredibly lucky I am to have what I have.

Each Day

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in, forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day, you shall begin it well and serenely..."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson


This helps, does it not?

Towers - Bon Iver

This song sounds how I'm feeling lately.

Beatles Old Brown Shoe

Love the beat, love the lyrics, love the bass line, love the piano...lemme just rephrase and say that I LOVE IT ALL.

What's Cookin' Good Lookin'?

Why, that's so funny you should ask! On the menu for the week:


*Pork Chops with Apples & Creamy Bacon Cheese Grits


*Buffalo Chicken Tacos


*Double Trouble Pasta Bake


*Avocado, Cream Cheese, and Salsa Stuffed Pastires


And if I get to feeling extra naughty...

*Knock You Naked Brownies(Courtesy of Ms. Ree Drummond)

Be Here Now

I have made a decision. I am going to try my damnedest to live in the moment. Not stress about the past or the future. I have a really bad habit of daydreaming about nice things that have happened in my life, or things that are yet to happen in my life. It's a really great way of getting feelings of instant gratification. Unfortunately, those gratifying feelings fade, and I am then left feeling, quite frankly, worse and emptier than I did before the deep thinking began.

This is no good.

So I will do a mantra that the great George Harrison repeated do often. Just finishing reading his book, I feel inspired and hopeful. Which are two feelings I lacked having much of last year.

I know this may sound like a coveted RESOLUTION...but it is no such thing. For I have continuously broken resolutions. Year after year I have failed.

It's been DECIDED.

~beherenow~